Dont wake me up

Dont wake me up..
Because in my dream... you aint a smoker.
I just hate smoker, idk why.

You are perfect, but why you're a smoker?
I didnt ask u to quit is because i feel like taking away yr joy yr freedom yr entertainment.
But... I really really hate this truth.

Wanted to update a post about our dating today..
But once i think of u ask me to wait u outside the toilet and wait you to smoke, my mood all gone.


Actually i really hope you'll quit... really hope.
We planned to be together forever, if i still cant accept this fact, how im gonna stand for it?
I know it's hard for u since yr friends are all smokers.. How can u control in front of them..?

Fine, forget bout it...
Dont wake me up... In my dream, You're perfect, because you aint a smoker.

</3 ... =(

Silly. :')

符敦蔚 你是瘋子嗎
今天他的電話沒錢 所以我們一整天很少聯絡 也因為這樣我一整天都不開心..

終於 九點多 我等到他回來了 可是他和我說他要去弄點東西 所以又要出去了
所以我偷偷哭了 我覺得他變了。

十二點多 我忍不住 發了一封信息過去說我還在等他
結果多10分鐘 他打來了

那時候我心情很差 很不開心
但是.... 後來他告訴了我一些東西 我哭了:')

他說在我們星期日的約會 他打算帶一千塊出去
嗯 沒錯 一千是太多了 但是他說 他想要給我最好的..

但是 前天他被開罰單 就這樣300塊沒有了
然後今天他出去 又跌了100塊...

他很納悶 很煩 卻不是因為沒有錢了
他說他很煩 是因為他不能給我他最好的了...

笨蛋 你永遠不懂 你有時間陪我 已經是給我最好的了...

他還說... 為了賺多一點錢 給我最好的 他剛才是去PUB做工了....
他說因為他少了400塊 他要想盡辦法拿回400塊出來給我們的約會...

但是在做工的時候 他一直在想著 如果他賺到錢了 但是陪不到我 他覺得我也是會不開心
原本他是要做到半夜三點的 可是他想着想著 就跑出來 不做了.
做到淩晨3點的薪水是70塊 但是他這樣跑出來 他做的就沒有了

他還說 他原本不想告訴我 因為他說怕我會替他省錢 .
但是他說不希望我們之前有任何秘密 所以告訴我了


我聽了 我哭了
我真的好想給你知道 你讓自己休息好好 身體健康 就是把你最好的給我了
我不需要太多的金錢 夠用就好了 真的...
600 已經屬於太多了
不需要執著于金錢 而讓自己煩惱
我想要看見的 是一個笑容很漂亮的男朋友。:)



現在是淩晨1點16分  1月25日
我們相遇的第一個月。

我現在 只是好想抱著你....
我愛你。:')

Hees. I.. miss you!

Miss you...
whenever i cant sleep, i just think of u. you're everywhere in my brain... argh... kenway!!
keep looking at the very little photos that we took together..
actually it just passed around 2 weeks, but why i just feel like didnt see u for a long time? ;(
nvm.. we're planning for the next date :)

I love you my boy. Very much.


那天我們聊天... 聊回了认识那一天....
你说你第一眼看见我觉得我很特别。
然后你说... 我穿红色的短裤 然后你觉得我的屁股很可爱 (๑•́ ₃ •̀๑)

He sent me this after he tuition.

And he get reply like this. <3

- 我找不到標題形容我們的愛。

GAHHHH Just miss u so much!

these days many things happened, but we already solved them together! ;)

Thursday. 

When i was still in my school, i received his text. 

He says he got very important thing to tell me, say sorry to me, and ask me call him back after my lunch.

I thought what was happened so i called him back.

In the phone he said..

wendy.. 對不起啊. 你記得那時候你跟我交換你的鏈嗎？

今天老師叫我脫下來... 然後... 我弄不見了.

Sorry啊... 你不要生氣我啊....

His sound is like almost crying ><

Then i say, it's okay, we'll get our couple necklace at our next date. Okay? Then he say en.

How cute! ><



Continue typing at 4.54AM 13/1/13
Playing the song "My Love-Westlife", suddenly, i cry...
i just miss u vry vry vry vry much. :(

these days many unhappy things happened..
but every time we just end up wif a happy and sweet ending.. :)

then... when i angry at him.. he will just tell me this...

我現在什麼都不要想 我只要想你 這樣的幸福就夠了...

Awww.

One more..

really touched.

my man. i love you. we promised no arguments no breakups just happy and sweet forever!!

dont always think about many things like without you i'll be more happy

but you are wrong! me, wendy chan sze qi, only happy with Foo Kenway! :)

I love youuuu.... my dear boy. ;)

New chapter of my life.

Today i've started my new chapter of my life - started my new school.
They asked whether im nervous of it? Hmm, nope, not at all. Why? Am i that brave? Nope.
Then why? Because i knew that, no matter what, he will always by my side. :)
He'll be my backup even though Im SHO THAT HEAVY. :P

Okay kenway.. I actually remember everything that you told me.
What is that? Awww they touched me.

Every little things i do it's all just for you.
I'm reminding myself to study hard and work hard just for our future.
I'm not worry that i'll forget because definitely i wont, but i'm worry that i'll distract.
To be honest I dont like study at all, no it's hate. I hate studying before, really hate.
But now I like study whenever I think to give you a better future!

Awww this is what you told me during our phone calls. Do you remember? ;'D

And you showed me that necklace with my name on it. "琪"
I really never ever thought that a guy will wearing such girly stuff on his neck just because my name is on it.



Alright I love my new life, I love 2013. Yes it is a better year! ;D
I have new friends, I have my SUPERHERO BOYFIE-Kenway, and my family.
Yeah that's all i want! ;) ♥

# Hope you aint just sweet talk with me babehh! ♥.♥ 

With loves. :)

Promises

这个男孩为什么会改变我这么多呢？我不懂。
就这样在圣诞节的时候认识了 然后 就这样在一起了.

男孩，我很想念你，你知道吗？

嗯 你知道 你也一直告诉我你很想念我 ♥...

刚才我们发生了一些事情 不开心

你还和我说你答应我的承诺没有做到 你和我道歉.

宝贝 我怎么可能会怪你呢？我们两个都有错 :)

你给我的承诺，谢谢你还在保持，就是... 无论你多累, 你都陪着我。:)

我爱你，符敦蔚.

Am I doing this right?

Not the first time, i let them down.
Im sorry my dearest daddy and mommy. I know both of you really love me... Plenty of love.

Was thinking am i doing this right? Date wif Kenway secretly, and telling u two i hangout wif my cousin.
Hmm sorry daddy mommy. I really dont wanna hide anything from u two :(

Well, now both of you knw abt our relationship. Trust me, Kenway is my Mr.Right. :)
I will bring him home, someday. :)

Thanks for understanding... my dearest dad & mom.
I wont give up.

✿

My best new year, wif you.

Once again you gave me the best day, 31 Dec 2012 to 1 Jan 2013.
Heyy my love, this is our first date and we dated to the next year! xD

Woke up at 8am in the morning, prepare until 9.30am xD
Wif a black singlet, long pants, backpack, and slippers. How casual! x)

Snap when my cousin MingJun and me were going to fetch Daniel. xD

Ewwww baby fat.  =_______=

We reached Sunway around 10.30am, then they went for few sport shops.

I thought my dear is coming so i suggested to hv coffees at Starbucks.

I think... It was around 10.45am.

Heeehs, the two sakai brought Chatime to Starbucks Coffee = =

We waited until 12.00pm, dear told me something happened and he was on his way now

So we keep chitchat there, had many fun! Haha.

Around 12.45pm, I started no patience. LOL i want to see my dear faster...!!

Argh... Then he called me and he told me he will be reached in 5 minutes. So i waited again..

✿

Around 1.15pm, finally he's there!! ❤ 

Then we walk separate.. I walk wif my dear, Mingjun walks wif Daniel. :)

Wanted to hold his hand but i dont dare :P

Queued for movie ticket, and we kept looking for topic xD

But still, we dont dare to hold hand. :(

I remember i touched his hand, it was very cold... Maybe he is too nervous? Hehes. :P

We brought movie ticket, the show was at 4pm, so we went for lunch.

I was not feeling well on that time, so i acc dear for lunch. :P

Awww he is so cute! so handsome! so adorable! so charming! gorgeous! awesome!

Lol i started to crazy. xD

Then we photo together. :)

Hmmmmm a bit shy? :/

✿

Later we went for walk again.

Awwww. When we stepped off from the escalator, he HOLDS MY HAND...

I would never forget how it feels. ◞(◕‿‿◕)◟

Shy shy shy shy shy shy shy!! :P

Then.. i forget when, he looks into my eyes... I cant stand anymore, i KISSED ON HIS LIPS..

Awww. xD He says Hey! Dont! Let's wait for movie only we kiss!! Hahahaha so cute xD

Ah boys to men, movie of the day.

Rate: ★★☆☆☆

Hmmm, we watched BeaniePlex, Hehes, my 1st time :P

Hehes. Ants coming around? xD

So dark ><

Movie show length abt 120 minutes, and our kissing time abt 60 minutes i guess? :P

hahahaha :P

The girl in the movie left the boy, she has found another one..

And my dear whispered in my ears: Dear, don't be like the girl, okay?

Heyyy i remember! He some more says: Wendy, Ily so much, will you marry me?

Awwww. In that 2 hours, i feel like i knew him for many years ago but not 5 days.

This is our 1st date but why it feels like many times ady? I dont knw. i just knw i love this guy so much.

After the show, we went to find his friends.

When he was calling his friends, i shot him. xD

My boy, you're really handsome just the way you are!! Be more confidence! xD

Our photos after movie

✿

Dinner time, we went Fat One Steamboat wif Kendy, Austin, Kaixin, and Angel, his friends.

Hehehes, so full!!

✿

After passing tickets to my daddy, we went for walk again.

Then we went The Chicken Rice Shop to find MingJun and Daniel.

We capture again xD

We left TheChicken Rice Shop and went to a staircase, secret staircase, very less ppl will passing by there. :P

We hv a little talk there, i really feel i love him so much..

2013, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Hmm, we aint crazy like Christmas, we just spray for awhile then we went for photos xD

Just Daniel and MingJun went for spraying.

I sprayed ❤ on his shirt xD and before i back... i sprayed my name, "47" on his shirt.

Ewww. I dont wanna say goodbye. :( I dont wanna leave him!!

He gave me his necklace before i back. I gave him mine also. We exchanged our necklace. :)

See the photos up there, can u see? xD

K for Kenway, Q for Qi. (SzeQi)

We stayed together for abt 12hours. I'm so glad that i could met you and couple wif you and spent my day wif  u!!

Let's wait for our next date! ;) 

Happy New Year, I Love You!! ❤

# I remember i ask you dont ever try to leave me, and you said: As long as you dont betray me, I wont leave. :)

✿